I've thought many times that I shouldn't have tried to save that girl's life — and I still think that now.
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My ex-ex — I still have some regard for her, I still do (there's value in expectation, or at least in a loose connection). But this girl is done. Every single point is missing. The word "worthless" — in the literal sense — fits her perfectly. You know, honestly, even a genuinely dim person (someone whom most people, objectively speaking, would call that — or simply someone who isn't particularly smart) would be easier to deal with, or more enjoyable to be around.
It's not like I think about it constantly.